nahanap ko din! kaso isa lang sya..

i wrote it 7/16/08... kaya pala may dumadali na, 2 months palang hiwalay na time at space lang kelangan... pumayag naman sya!

the end complete....
so sad as u think...
she's gone thats it...
my sufferings, how can i beat?...

happy times we had before...
gone like an ashed paper....
she wont even recall it...
leavin' me like a piece of shit...

she'll be gone i know...
will i remember, i hope i dont know...
for my life is my own...
to live and to suffer its for me to know...

mistake i've done i hope she'll forget....
might took a year yet i dont get a shit....
forgiveness is all i want...
and thats it....

still getting ready for rejection...
my first time, no objection...
always ready for a no
a death resolution i know....

its impossible for us to talk,
hoping the holy spirit to you will talk....
to say the things how i love you...
yet i know its hard to....

no matter how i ask for forgiveness,
it wont explain my loneliness...
one thing i want to confess,
hope my body will be soon lifeless.....