i'm back? so i guess...

and so yeah! it's been effing 16 years? started blogging that year? and oh hell! i've been there and yet im still here, same ground... same world with different scenarios but still the same S! oh well that's life, i guess, suppose, apparently, what the?! same old same old... darn... but the good thing is I'm Still Alive! how i wish i can change what people think about life but who am i? and why should i? oh well, just like kurt said "i found it hard, its hard to find, oh well whatever nevermind"...