may 17 we had a fight, told her to leave the house because of my hot headedness, after a week i apologized, told her we just need space and time, the came june, courting her and think we'll be better, by mid july i know i'm ready and a better man and she'll come back, guess what, last week of july she told me to leave hear alone, why the sudden cahnge i thoght that time, i let it past coz i know there will be august, on her bday brought her gift, to my suprised she told me to leave after 2 mins, still wondering why? then came the sleepness nights, by the last week of august i got hospitalized, then came my parents aide, the doctor told me may vital signs are ok, but he wonder why i have an abnormal stae, told him a got a big problem, then he told me its anxiety that hits you, the best cure is to solve your problem he told me, your brain dictates your body that why your sick, tried to forget all of my problems, fighting back anxiety, left my job for a month for myself to recover, but before october ends, my friend saw her w/ another man, all i felt is anger, but still can hide i still love her, again on october 31, back in the ER i was there again, fearing the doctors i'll go insane, they told my mom, dad, sisters and friends aide me, i felt ok knowing people do care abaout me, not like her mom and she, december came w/ a different me,thinking possitive and yet thinking she'll be back, just enjoying the company and friends, then a invitation came, my bro in law invited me to his home, thats was december 30, we had a chat about everything, told me all he knows about stories and him mine, he doesn't even know she having a relationship w/ another man and yet he revealed almost all infdormation i needed, its up to me to find out, new year came and i celebrated it happily! i got drunk and went to sleep, i was on my way back to be the same old my, till last friday someone told me, her tummy was getting bigger, con not be concealed, i felt anger for the lies, its ok for me if she told me lies, but i canoot bear her lying to my family, as i told my mom she was so mad we decided to ask a lawyer for actions, by saturday my mom visited her lawyer friend, while i was in a mission asking info from her brothers and other people who can help, there are some revelations emerge, even to her brother she tell lies, i remembered what my bro-in-law told me, she told him that "di nya ko dedemanda, mabait sa kin un", wtf! its not right! am now fighting for my family! saturday was a good day! gather info on how her and her mom acts right now, lies.... sunday i ask my friend to accompany me to their house, she was not there to confirm she's pregnant, its ok, we (my friends and i went home but sonething or some force, told me to go to a certain mall, so i went there and saw my old friend at the pizza parlor which she constructed, i decided to visit my friend a bit later coz i want to buy something, when i was entering that immoral harbouring pizza parlor almost all the crew was surprised, its like they saw a ghost or something and my friend was kinda blocking some view, at first i have no idea, all i came for is to order some pasta for my niece, and then the view was clear, never thought the manager there was her! thats why they act so strange, then i confirmed she was pregnant, thats why she dont want to talk to me before, my first reaction that moment was to laugh, i tried to find where they lived before and yet there you where! hahaha, she even galnced at me! after my order was done i went home, laughing and told my mom, to my disbelieve she immidiately told my sister to go there! and the rest was history! confirmed everithing my friends told me, plus lies on her part and her mother (she told everyone at her school that i beat her thats why we're seperated not legally), when they got home, mom and sis told my father, iwas about to go upstairs that time until i heard my father so mad cursing for the first time! he told my mom w/ a loud and angry voice "tawagan mo si loreto para sa abugado, pati ako ginago nya!" those was the words, i got hurt in some ways because for i fact and up to now i still love her, when i butted in on thier conversation, my father just looked at me and said, "ganun pala sya boy! pinagmalaki ko pa sa bicol! hayup!". since i was seven theres no one who can calm my father thats why i didn't replied, after few minutes i ask my mom. told her we should file an adultery case, my mother asnwered quickly "bukas anak ako na bahala", for all i want is for us to be again, she rejected me on the last week of july and now she's six months preggy, honestly, i dont want ro end this way, my family loves her so much, now they are mad at her, trust betrayed, so many rumors that are confirmed and hard to post, confirmed by the people who they thought (my wife's side) wouldn't say the truth but because of immorallity and money, revealed everything....
we got the evidences now, few hours from now, as soon as offices open, the case begins....
for those who really knows the truth, please pray for me...
for those who are on her side, ask your self, is it just what she did? is it moral? is it accepted by the christian community? paraticallity you might say, kasal any isang papel lamang? think a million times... you lack guidance by your elders...
